BLESSED but very tired

So.....The owner of the house I currently reside in has decided to refinance - - - ARRGHH!! While I understand this decision, it means entirely too much work for me (seeing as the owner is never here). That's the part that makes me extremely tired. No appreciation, it seems most of the time just really wears me out.

Now on to the blessed part of this here blog...........

I have been blessed with the greatest man to ever exist on planet earth, or mars for that matter. :) He has helped me more than he will or could ever know. I haven't had to face this cleaning crisis alone, because he has been right there beside me. Now how many men could you say that about? And I'm not that easy to get along with. Yes, some would even say that I'm a control freak. I am trying my best (maybe) to work on that negative part of my personality. God knew that it would take a strong man to handle my ways, and I honestly believe I have found my perfect match. I only thought I knew what love was. I hadn't a clue until March 9, 2009. That is when my world began to make sense. I feel like I belong (what does that word even mean). Without him, my life would be chaos (yes even more so than it already is). So I am very thankful today for such an amazing work of art that only God could paint so perfectly. AND JUST FOR ME!!!

On a quick church note, Wednesday night Bible was absolutely mind blowing. It was probably the best class I have ever attended!! God is the best!!!

until.............

Two years + later

I decided to start blogging again. Not sure if it will be different this time, but I'm gonna give it another shot. I am alone (with the exception of my pups) most of the time and I always have thoughts jumbled in my head so............why not?

Things going on with me, are pretty much the same in some ways, and completely different in others. I'm still in school, one class to go (Accounting II). I'm still attending the same church and still absolutely love it. We are growing in number and conversations lol. I still struggle with wanting to control every part of my life and knowing that's not possible all at the same time. I am in love for the first time it seems. I believe with all my heart that God has amazing things in store for me, it's just having the patience to wait for His time to reveal them. My relationship with my Dad is so much better, while the one with my mother still sucks. My Granny turned 86 this past October and I am so thankful for her. My Aunt Linda has been gone for two years and I still miss her every single day. I only have nine dogs now, instead of ten :) I have recently become an avon sales rep (www.youravon.com/shayes0969), and I have begun to paint again. I hope to blog daily about my thoughts and feelings, as maybe a form of release for my brain. Some blogs may end up being prayers to God...not sure how it will all work out. I hope to inspire the people who read this in one way or another.

So.............now that you are pretty much caught up - - - - - -